COURAGE is going from failure to failure without losing ENTHUSIASM.~ Winston Churchill.

So they would not employ me because I'm 42. So I'm way past ahead of 35 years of age and their search is for 35 below. So I'm already out. So I can't bear heavy load, lift up heavy burden. So I always can't stand shit. COURAGE is going from failure to failure without losing ENTHUSIASM. Says Winston Churchill. Yayy. And besides, I might be the LUCKY ONE not chosen, because it's a LOUSY job. Says a good motivater, my MOM. Stay at home, be my mother's constant helper and assistant, hey, she has already pay for my afternoon out to buy crispy seaweeds! I shall work for my Mom!

I have never been so degraded. From an officer, since quiting my job, getting pay-cuts after pay-cuts, now I'm deem to be a "cleaner". I won't have it, I shall be my mother's ASSISTANT cum HELPER, nice name! Better than be graded a "cleaner". They only want guys for Supervisors! I am doomed to be inside a house! not an office or an office building washing dishes, at least I get first class treatment at home with my Mom!