I have not found a permanent job. The only job that I can take up is a part-time job because I am old and weary. I am also sick. My mother can't fetch me in her car. (and it's not that I can't pay her for transport - she's old and she can't sees the road well ). I don't own a car and I am not allowed to drive or it's my highway to heaven - or hell the least. I can't disappoint my parents yet if I take the roads and don't come back home. I prefer to stay safe and pleased my old folks. So I can't find transport and I don't have transport. My blood brother only wants money and he's gonna scratch everything out of me so I can't and won't ask him for help. He is selfish, jealous, stingy, stupid, lazy, "POOR" and a lousy partner who will never sacrifice for others not relevant to him and who will NEVER do CHARITY for other people and who wants his wife to worship him as "God".
So much for POOR people who doesn't know that the greatest gift that God can appreciate you is in GIVING . Give so that you may RECEIVE. He wants ONLY his returns......fast and easy...! I think the ROOT of his problem is he's unwilling to sacrifice for his own kinship and men. He can't and won't have sex with women or females because he is afraid of "losing" his money, his salary to PAY for his wife and if he were to take a wife even, she would have to be great, she has to earn a living and HELP him pay his bill and carry his baby and even had to Praise and Worship him as GOD!!!!!!! Lousy man.
So much for brotherhood. I long for friends with benefits....and not uptight relationships. But my parents would NEVER allow such foul-play, and everything comes with a price - PRICE TAG! How much can you pay me and how fast can I see returns ? WHAT HAVE YOU DONE FOR ME LATELY?????? Question mark. STUPID !!!!!!!! Love is of God.....Be patient and reap a harvest.
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