I AM FOREVER ALONE LIKE YOU.......,#foreveralone...

This afternoon, Mom took me to Aeon Rawang to shop. She went inside Jusco Supermarket to buy FOOD while I go get my "LUNCH". #foreveralone. I walked around the shops until I found my niche that I like. I went inside KENNY ROGERS ROASTERS... and ate RM19.15 of Quarter chicken with NO drink. I had to pay service tax and government tax so that adds up to the score. The actual amount for the Quarter Black Pepper chicken with three assortments and a banana muffin costs RM14.50.

I then decided to buy BUBBLE TEA, Tealicious Bubble Hainanese Tea. I chose the cold one with ice-creams and the most expensive one as I wanted to "scratch" myself (my own wallet). I had the most delicious FOUR SEASONS BUBBLE TEA and I shared it with my Mom whom I found later.

I only spent about roughly RM30. I AM FOREVER ALONE WITH MY MOM !!!!!!!!!

#foreveralone because I chose freedom with my own two hands and freedom of choices, my own choice of food which I pay with my own wallet. My own hand from the work that I done everyday to earn a small honest living. No concerts for me but later I'm gonna watch MOVIES with my Mom !!!!

I AM FOREVER ALONE and I LOVE IT !!!!!!!!

Imagining the "FREEDOM"........)=

Two years since I came back, since I came home to my Mom and Dad, I had been locked up, imagining my freedom at a glance through the internet. I surf and surf the internet everyday, as a means for my freedom. I love it. It's not that I am engaging in an affair or something or someone who is at my danger of being raped or tormented, I am just surfing through my past-time, as a hobby, as a means to "kill" time in an effort to erase "boredom".

LACK OF FUNDS. I anticipated the enthusiasm and the excitement of each new blog I arrived into and I respected every entry with ease and wisdom. I spend my time chasing after the internet to fight boredom. LACK OF FUNDS. For fulfillment, a lacking in funds. I had to preserve what is right as a girl, as a woman as my duties to be fulfill, to stay by my mother's side and be aware of my duties.

Or else I would be flying across the world, across the continent like an eagle, flying high in the sky, like the picture above, the second one , seen in the eyes of mine, a limited zone, a limited condition. I so long desperately to fly , on an aeroplane one fine day, maybe this year 2012 if I am damn lucky, with my father who is sick and also with my mother.

IMAGINING FREEDOM..........)=  My freedom and my boundaries are so limited, it SUCKS !

Thank You Lord !