Two years since I came back, since I came home to my Mom and Dad, I had been locked up, imagining my freedom at a glance through the internet. I surf and surf the internet everyday, as a means for my freedom. I love it. It's not that I am engaging in an affair or something or someone who is at my danger of being raped or tormented, I am just surfing through my past-time, as a hobby, as a means to "kill" time in an effort to erase "boredom".
LACK OF FUNDS. I anticipated the enthusiasm and the excitement of each new blog I arrived into and I respected every entry with ease and wisdom. I spend my time chasing after the internet to fight boredom. LACK OF FUNDS. For fulfillment, a lacking in funds. I had to preserve what is right as a girl, as a woman as my duties to be fulfill, to stay by my mother's side and be aware of my duties.
Or else I would be flying across the world, across the continent like an eagle, flying high in the sky, like the picture above, the second one , seen in the eyes of mine, a limited zone, a limited condition. I so long desperately to fly , on an aeroplane one fine day, maybe this year 2012 if I am damn lucky, with my father who is sick and also with my mother.
IMAGINING FREEDOM..........)= My freedom and my boundaries are so limited, it SUCKS !
Thank You Lord !
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