SELF- PRESERVATION. A Strategy to Pass-Time and Enjoy what I have and how little I have. A measurement of love to my being. Enjoy what you do and work to love what you do. I go to church for "EVENTS" and I walk to strengthen my vitality. PERSEVERANCE to fight BOREDOM each and every passing day.

My past-time is to walk out for ICE-CREAMS !!!!!!!! I really love it and enjoy myself and I LOVE ICE-CREAMS !!!!!!!

I can eat this at Aeon Rawang also at a walking distance quite far away but I can manage myself with my walking shoes. All I need to do was to look out for cars and refrain from getting into an accident with an oncoming vehicle. Pedestrian crossings are fine. I bring my umbrella as self-defence against predators and to shield myself against the rain. My wallet must be full and I must be good at balancing my accounts. I do marketing for my Mom who loves me a lot and I praise God for Mom. I have my pocket money allowance every month and I have learnt the art of saving as well as maintaining my wealth. I worked hard to earn my money and I do my duties well. I am also a filial daughter and I respect my father who pays for the food at restaurants and my mom who cooks so well. I do not disturbed my brother and I found LOVE in a HOPELESS PLACE which is the internet, but rest assured, I do nothing to stay safe from harm and disaster and I don't entertain MEN.

My goal for 2012 is to grow luscious long hair till the end !!!!!!! Perseverance.

My hair now looks like this. I wish to grow long hair like unto below :

I have thin hair due to hair fall for the last 43 years.
I wish to grow long hair until at the back look like this :

Gorgeous Long Luscious Hair AT LAST ( by the end of my endeavours ) that is in the future.......!

EMANCIPATION ~ Freedom from want !!!!!!!!

When you ONCE HAD everything that you had ever wanted, all that is left now is FREEDOM FROM WANT. Food for the soul.......emancipation - BONDAGE FREE!!!!!!! Jubilee - Hope ! We went to eat Dim Sum again for lunch all four of us at DIM DIM SUM YI CAFE and our car damage accident had been looked into and SOLVED - Thanks to DAD !!!!!!!! Dad's heart's desire is EATING - FOOD for his soul ! And he has been FED well , thanks to Mom. Dad spent his entire savings on FOOD, FOOD and FOOD !!!!!!!! We are glad to be with him. We had served him well. He is a homely miser. He had always been fed extremely well.

We went to the police station for many times before we finally settled the car to the nearest workshop paid by the car insurance agency. My mom was guiltless as she was being HIT and not she who was the one who hits. My mom always get away pretty easily as she only uses the car, my father's car for WORK, WORK and only WORK only. She uses the car for marketing purposes and to buy food for the entire family. So she is always GUILTLESS. It is the place you drive to that derives your guilt to pay for car damage. Your destination will pronounce judgement with verdict from the family. Dad had been very lenient with Mom because all MOM EVER DOES WAS TO BUY FOOD FOR HIM TO EAT. Our beloved mother of Christ.

So she got away with the car damage and we are CHANGING NEW CAR !!!!!!!!!!!

Emancipation ~ BONDAGE FREE !!!!!! LIBERATION !!!!!!!!

I went to church this evening. Sent by Sister Pauline Tan. An angel of the Lord sent to save me. Thank you Lord. I had some trouble hearing at first but I think as time goes by I will dwell and settle down in the family of the Lord. I will grow with the church. I had already started making plans. Next Sunday will be the best birthday present that God will give me for I am going over to MGS to witness some BAPTISM. Water Baptism - Church Outing at 8am next Sunday , my birthday. The 22nd coming Sunday. I am on top of the world and I truly praise God. Next Friday the 20th, I will be attending a prayer meeting at Bro. Clement's house at Kota Emerald. TRANSPORTATION ALL PROVIDED. I would love to praise God and Thank the Lord for sister Pauline Tan of Triumphant Christian Centre. HALLELUYAH ! Praise and honour be unto Him.

Working life for me is slow and steady and I am enjoying myself everyday of my life over here in Country Homes, my hometown. I value the eternity that I had with my Mom and Dad. Today my Dad pays me and reward me for my hardwork in helping him pay his bills. I am running errands after errands and I enjoyed doing jobs for him.):

Work is like this. If you finish it fast, you feel on top of the world and you see smiling faces all over at those who can't achieve as much as you, where as if you are at the bottom and you procrastinate and delay your jobs, you look up and feel like a coward and become jealous of those who have succeeded before you, you see nothing but assholes....

Always be alert for trouble, do not offend anyone the least and always strive to please people the most and to make others happy, they will reward you with smiling faces or praises or even treat you well. My father had never let me down since I was borned and I praise GOD in HEAVEN for DAD. He is a good man. He rewards those who do good to him and who treats him well and serve him like a king. He is a homely miser. He keeps all his money to be shower upon unto those who serves him well and feeds him and he lives like KING MIDAS but he does not touch everything and turn it into gold. He is wise and he is aging so ever luxuriously.

So much for Nebuchadnezzar who eats grass but it is now wise to eat vegetables a lot. My father is taking nutritional health very seriously these days as he is well sick of old age and onto many medications. He spent his days visiting the hospital during his old age every month. He is 71 this year. He is my father. My head. I practically became a servant for him. And my Mom a nurse. And my brother, a driver because he has a car and his eye-sight is good. Everytime he uses his car, Mom has to take out money to shower unto him FOOD and treat him to a worthy LUNCH outside at an expensive restaurant. He has his bargain. And we all stick to our promises. We are all dependant upon each other.

I wash the dishes for the whole family. Mom cooks well everyday. We tah pau food for lunch or go out to Aeon Rawang to have dinner together as a family. That is our family achievement. UNITY.

JUMPING FOR JOY !!!!!!! The Joy of the Lord is my Greatest Strength !

This morning, I met Pauline who kindheartedly agrees to drive me to the church, Triumphant Christian Centre every Saturday whenever there is a service there. I told my Mom and Dad about this and THEY HAD ALLOWED ME TO GO TO CHURCH FOR SERVICE OF WORSHIP AND PRAISE!!!!!!!!!  God had answered my prayers and my sorrows had ceased. GOD ANSWERS PRAYERS ! Pauline had already told me over at the bank where I met her this morning that God certainly answers prayers ! I had been running errands for my Dad. I am also paying the house bill at the Pos Office for my dad. I had to run to the Post Office after the bank so I had a quick chat with Pauline at the bank and then left for the Post Office. I met a another kind Samaritan at the Post Office who gave me his extra number (TICKET) on queue and my turn was NEXT !

Today is the happiest day of my life! My mother went with my brother to settle the car accident report at the police station and the fella made another mistake again. Mistake after mistake. I can hear them scuffling over the dinner table about the entire problem. The police do things too hastily that they make a whole lot of mistakes with the print out report. Anyway everything has to be delayed. I am helping Mom walking out and running errands for the family. The police can never be so efficient in displaying a car accident report and they make mistakes in printing out the data. My father's eye spot out the second mistake. Now I don't know how my brother has to settle the printing mistake. Print another accident report or just change the data. The report has already been sent for certificate at the HQ. Trouble !

I pray to God that our problem can be settled. I am jumping for joy that I have a new outlook in life. I have conquered adversity and God had answered my prayers. I have a whole new function and places to go to and events to enjoy and I am jumping for joy over my EVENT in finding a church to go for service. Something to look forward to for the week and ever after ! I am going to be a faithful worshiper of God !

I DON'T HAVE A DRINKING PROBLEM - I'M JUST ALWAYS THIRSTY.

I AM ALWAYS THE LIFE OF MY OWN PARTY !!!!!!! # foreveralone. I am forever alone in Paradise. Me and my God. And my internet. At any other opportune time, I will walk outside to have my titbits, my snacks and my cup of thirsty water. I always looked for isotonic drink, tonics are always expensive and I always chose 100 PLUS. or SPRITE or 7UP. or soda or juice or milk which is the cheapest and also the most cheap ones cost a packet of water $1.00 which has got sugar on it.

I likes pineapple juices, Bubble teas, roasted ice-creams, yoghurt, sticks ice-creams are cheap, coconut juice, orange juice, guave juice, plum juice, all cost a mug $1.00 and with a whole lots of ice on it inside. Just outside the school, a walk to evade my loneliness, to enjoy the scenery with fish crackers and those are also oily but my favourite, I can't help it. I am gaining weight because of I like fried food and fried titbits and snacks. My own pocket money - #foreveralone. I AM FOREVER ALONE!

Today is Good Friday, the 6th of April 2012.(Friday). The cinemaplex outside at  Aeon Rawang isn't opened yet until end of this month or maybe slightly later, I presumed. I had it checked the last time I patroned the supermarket and the shopping complex. I am looking forward to enjoying watching a movie alone once the cineplex is open. TGV cinema at Aeon Rawang , Anggun just outside.

Dad is recuperating at the hospital. He is keeping it all secret as he doesn't want to let people know that he is sick and had to be treated onto. Since it is coming Easter, it seems Dad is BORN AGAIN, just to celebrate Easter when he comes home. Home Sweet Home for Dad from the hospital. I am easing my boredom at each coming passing day and blogging has been a whole lot of fun. I am thinking of blogging once my interest spoused up and I am aroused. The internet is next to being my husband and all my friends I had put respect onto on.

Doing an enjoyable past-time is to me HEAVEN. Besides sweating out and enjoying the sweat and taking a good bath and enjoying a walk out , my best past-time is blogging and talking through the internet and through facebook. I am crazily facebooking every other day. HOORAY to Mark Zuckerberg for creating Facebook and thumbs up for my Facebook !!!!!!!