I gave my two boys absolute FREEDOM and PRIVACY. That was what they had always wanted. Apart from food, which their grandmother can provide. I have FINISHED my JOB. My work is with the Lord. I strived for perfection but nobody is perfect in my in-law's eyes. Even in the Lord, I am not perfect. It is better over here with my own mother whereby I could change and I don't have to succumb to suicide when there's no other way to please the mother-in-law.....

Angels are forever watching me, and they are my guide and care taker of the realms of my mind.....

I am like Snow White except I have no strength that MIGHTY like HERS....... No Huntsman to survive me stake..... I rather NOT live in the shadows of the mighty fortress of FEAR....... I shall run to my safety as is and of now. Partake me O LORD !

I SHALL NOW RUN FOR MY LORD, JESUS CHRIST, OVER HERE IN BANDAR COUNTRY HOMES. Amen !